So I guess at the end of the day, I wish I’d pick up my phone and simply see a message from him. One that says “Go outside,” or “Hey” is good enough too. But then I remember that when I truly want to be with someone I’d pretty much do the opposite of what he’s not doing…And I think, well I guess he just wasn’t it.

So it’s official……                               I can’t stop thinking about someone

So it’s official…… 

                             I can’t stop thinking about someone

I now believe that our fears slowly drive us apart from what we really want.

I now believe that our fears slowly drive us apart from what we really want.

I need to find a way to feel complete.

I want SOMEBODY to take a bite of my heart

…..I want them to savor it, to cherish it

And then I want to be able to feel hopelessly lost without them

~only to find that they’re unable to live without me as well

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“When you came in the air went out.

And every shadow filled up with doubt.

I don’t know who you think you are,

But before the night is through,

I wanna do bad things with you.”


  • June 29, 2010, 2:47pm

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I hate how certain people can have such an effect on your mood. Regardless how much we try to prevent it from happening, we end up listening to sad tunes and consumed with the inability to do anything but remain completely flustered and down right depressed. 

I only wish I could have in possession a remote which controls how vulnerable I am to certain people. 

…..that way, I’d never hurt.

  • June 27, 2010, 9:10pm

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Carry you home-James Blunt

“As strong as you were, tender you go.
I’m watching you breathing for the last time.
A song for your heart, but when it is quiet,
I know what it means and I’ll carry you home.
I’ll carry you home.”
James Blunt
“This is a story of a girl who turned out wrong, because she only loved things that couldn’t love her back.”
Skins  (via mylifeasanidiot, darthvaderkid)
“I want to live where soul meets body
And let the sun wrap its arms around me
And bathe my skin in water cool and cleansing
And feel, feel what its like to be new”
DeathCabForCutie
“If there’s no one beside you when your soul embarks, Then I’ll follow you into the dark”
Death Cab for Cutie
“Just when I had you off my head
Your voice comes thrashing wildly through my quiet bed
You say you want to try again
But I’ve tried everything but giving in”
John Mayer <3